Stepping Beyond Early Autumn to Play with Summer

A chill keeps me nestled just beyond window panes, balancing between warmth and cold, as clapping leaves and swaying trees strive for my attention; where lush green will give way to vibrant leaves and kamikaze acorns, so bareness and white can cover what’s left of change. My companion next to me waits patiently to be pet again as…

Awake by Wonder

I know it’s early, when I awake. How early is the question. Reaching through the darkness, I find my phone to check the time; 4:50 am. I look to the window, where stars stare at me from high above, twinkling in the charcoal sky. Why am I up? is all I could ask myself. Though,…

When I Wanna Quit

Being on mission is the hardest calling I’ve ever lived through. At first, I was welcomed, and all the world seemed right, I even stopped arm wrestling with God about where He’s led me. Then, in an instant, everything changed. Now, five months later, everyday, I wanna quit. Plagued by fight or flight each morning,…

Room 401

7:55am prayer, Father, don’t allow me to get in the way of Your purpose today. The door shuts behind me as I frantically pat my pockets for the room key. Acknowledging I have it I press 1 as my stomach flip flops at the downward motion. Ding, the door opens and I step out under…

The Waiting Room

We are listeners, hearers, and watchers engrossed in our technologies surrounded by white walled waiting. Commercials and annoying distant music break the silence, but do not distract our bowed heads from our illuminating lighted gadgets that entice us to type and swipe.

Lookin At Me That Way

Waiting you are. Waiting for something to drop, just a little piece of food to sacrifice itself to the floor so you can lop it up with your big pink tongue. I speak to you in excited tones, you wag your tail and saunter next to me to burrow those amber eyes into my being….

Waiting and Still Waiting

I never thought I’d be caught NOT ready for employment. As long as I’ve known, my parents always held on to important documents from my childhood. I never carried them with me when I moved across country, by then I had accumulated some of my own important documents. When I was hired recently, I didn’t…